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The concert was great!Ungu played live well and the crowd sang even louder.Screw the no photography in Esplanade as nobody seems to care and the flashes kept on going on.They played quite a variety of songs from the Untukmu Selamanya Album.They started off with a bang,but ended abruptly.Maybe,we didn’t hear them saying goodbye.but i kinda know that after the Kekasih Gelapku song,they will be play a last number and they would just leave the stage.

It works that way.When you’re in a band,you will sing a number of songs.But,the crowd’s favourite will be played as the 2nd to last because,that song was supposed to be the last song.But,however,crowds want to hear an encore so they will belt out one more song just to please the fans.haha.That’s how it works in a gig.It’s called the screaming girls formula.hahha

Anyways,we managed to get the queue early for the autographs session and believe me,i was even more tachy than her.It’s UNGU!iThey’re going to be the theme band for my wedding.And,there were cameras around and yes,there was that guy.

Finally,I’ve met,the infamous Mr Detik from SuriaChannel face to face in person.And,honestly,i find him to be quite a looker.Tall,tanned and have a very deep voice.I’m always insecure whenever i see him on tv or even hear his voice over the radio.I’ve nothing against him,but,he saw us.And he was right behind me and dearest saw him looking at us.Dearest managed to wave at him while her arms tightly around me.

He 0 : Me 1

So,he and dearest messaged each other while we’re on our way home.Don’t worry.I’m perfectly open about it and it’s time he saw us together.And,she needs to clarify loads with him.

“..Ku mencintaimu, lebih dari apapun
Meskipun tiada satu orang pun yang tahu
Ku mencintaimu, sedalam-dalam hatiku
Meskipun engkau hanya kekasih gelapku..”

To all my faithful readers out there,

I’ve been blogging for over 5 years now and I’ve been to different blog sites to different blog sites.Some of them have been deleted due to boredom,insecurities or could be just that the user name is not appropriate to my liking.But,ever since i’m in the medical line,I’ve been very passionate in what i do.If i like something,i would do it with pride.

I blog because i want to share to the people about what i do for a living.And especially with this blog,i want to show and educate people about what we,paramedics,do on the ground and what sometimes you could do in times of need when you,yourself is in an emergency situation.I want to maintain my blog as interesting as possible.

But,

being in this line,we have medical ethics and it caught me somehow.I took inspirations from overseas paramedic when i write my entries.When i started this blog,i kept in consideration about people’s feeling and including my patients.I search for an article and i found out this interesting link,

How to Blog and Not Lose your Job.

And I have been following that guideline ever since and i ensure that whatever i write,the details, dates and settings have been changed to protect the confidentiality of people and patients involved.I never wrote names and i never wrote where the location even.I have been exceptionally careful as i do read other blogs who tend to diss even much more worse than mine.I don’t diss.I write in the most diplomatic way and i evaluate what i can do to make the situation even better.

However,being human,i do tend to make mistakes and i might have written something that could lead to others to feel discomforting.It could affect the people,my patients,colleagues and even to the higher authorities.

In any ways,i sincerely apologize.It wasn’t my intention to expose any confidentiality.It’s a lesson learnt and it would not happen again.All the affected entries have been removed indefinitely.

sincerely

versexchorus

PS:It’s going to be a simple blog from now on.:P

Do you think of me?

Do you dream of me?

I always dream about you.

All that lies in me.

All that dies in me.

How can i live without you?

Today, i have 10 ambulance calls.

Today,i have 4 standby cases.

Today,I am caught in the rain.

Today,i am very very tired.

Today,i can’t feel my legs.

Today,

I revived a patient from no pulse,no breathing till have a pulse with breathing.

but,

Today,

I am feeling fucked up after that case.

*depressed*

Our relationship took a step further when we decided that it’s cool to have a meet and greet session with both side of the family.Mine coming over to theirs and vice versa.So,it happened.Panic but all went smoothly well.Both party got along just fine.What a relief.Screw those TV shows.

The older folks are talking,so it’s very rude to take pictures.heheh.So,yeah,i did something which i didn’t do for my past relationships.But,somehow i know,she’s the one for me and if god’s willing,we will see ourselves together in the future.My siblings adores my beau.My parents likes her.Hope it’s vice versa with her family.

It was a good experience.Screw those who have something against our relationship.Both sides of the story seems to be comfortable with us dating,so there’s no stopping us.

I think i’m dumb,

or maybe,

Just happy.

-Kurt Cobain

our first.

So,yesterday’s audit at medical department,went smoothly.Well,there is one particular highlight that i could have done.Well,when you’re at the scene,sometimes,to think on our feet,we have to make immediate judgement.But then again,it’s a lesson learnt and it’s a good thing that audits are around.It keep us paramedics on our toes.Too much of it.not to good.

So,anyways,our proposed trip to marang trail end up in disaster.Firstly,it was getting dark and we decided not to head it,alright,I decided not to head,as the place is not lighted and it’s already magrib.It was like a life and death decision because,when i saw the trail,it reminded me of the bukit batok trail,where one lady got raped and killed.

I sure do not want to get raped.Unless,by a girl of course.Well,if any guy tells me that they don’t like to be raped by a girl, screw you liar.I really want my dearest to be save and sound for marriage.*whoops*too loud?

End up snapping and went to sushi at harbourfront and discuss about the proposed raya trip this coming Wednesday.

Still on leave and i’m so bored.

How can i be Lost?In remembrance i relieve.

And how can i blame you,when it’s me i can’t forgive?

- The Unforgiven 3