Life has gone easier,no less busy but it’s easier now.It’s been awhile since i last wrote,but i guess some writers do encounter writer’s block and hence they take a hiatus from writing.A sort of holiday for the brain or even our tired little fingers.Even though,it’s been a challenge,ever since i got engaged,be it at work or be it regarding my personal life.
Recently, I had a small tiff at work regarding some issues.Be it as a paramedic or be it as a normal person, when i know i’m right,i should stand up for it and if i know i made a mistake somewhere,i would own it up too.That’s a gentleman way of doing stuffs.So apprarently, somehow and some way, i got involved in this type of situation. Personally, nobody would love it if their name were used in spite by others,to get away from a responsibilities or run away from trouble.It’s a breach of trust.So,apparently my name was used by this particular ns boy to get away from duty.Like a normal human being,who wouldn’t be shock.
But,i have enough back up and witnesses to prove that i was innocent.That came to my thinking, should i have charge that guy for slandering?I could have charged him straight to detention barrack,it’s not only because he deserve it,but because i can.
I don’t think i can be a judge or even practice law.3 years in this medical line, i have grown sympathy to the “less fortunate”.I feel sorry if i have to sent them to the gallows.I am not that bad,but i am not that good either.So,i decided that,the best person to handle the punishment would be my OIC.Hence,yeah,i did.I told her,i’m not angry and to tell him that hopefully he learn his lesson.
So,a few days later,someone directed me to the office board and there was a letter directed to me.How suprising,an apology letter.But,somehow,i read it,it got me pissed off even more.What ever he wrote,was like a cut and paste copy of what you can google it for.Read and i crumpled it.
Be a man,stand up to your mistakes and apologize like a man.So,by putting it on the board,do you want to tell the whole world that you’re supppperrrr sorrryyy??.Please,i don’t need a letter, i don’t need a wrath and i sure don’t need somebody to tell me that someone wrote an apology letter to me.If you’re a man,come up to me and just say “i’m sorry”.
I’m a rather forgiving person.